Long 48 Hours

I think the past two days have been the longest in my life. I have been in pain for awhile, but last night I finally gave in and went to the hospital.

Little did I know, I was going to be stuck there all night long. We arrived at the ER at approximately 10:15pm and left there around 6:45am.

I managed to get some sleep when I returned home...to my big comfy bed. I, however, had to get up before I was ready due to the fact that I needed to bring my mom to her radiation appointment. I have been incoherent and exhausted all day--don't even get me started on the pain and the bathroom factor in all of this.

To top off my "lovely" past two days, I found out that the ONE class I need to fulfill my major requirements for my degree is only offered during fall semesters. So...I prob will BORne graduating in April like I was supposed to.

Booya!

Today MSU had their Fall Fest/Welcome Back Carnival on campus...unfortunately I couldn't find anyone to accompany me. Even if I had found someone, I don't know that I would have been up for it. I have been very run down and sick lately. Everything seems to be building up and I am unsure how to manage it all. I feel like I am breaking down and no one is here to catch me when I fall.

On the plus side, I got to enjoy some yummy Booya (soup) made by my brother-in-law. Dunham's bar was hosting the event. It tasted so amazing, better than I remember it being. I am really starting to love that I feel closer to my sister lately as well :)

Can't Sleep

So...it is twenty to four in the morning. Why am I awake, you ask? I have no flipping clue! I am overly exhausted and have been very stressed out. Yet, here I am, lying in bed staring at the ceiling. I need to learn how to turn my brain off...if anyone has any ideas, let me know!

School and EMS?

I have decided to register for an EMT refresher course. I was feeling really good about it until about two hours ago. I am feeling completely overwhelmed and am in a general state of panic. I am not sure how to handle all the stress and pressure I am under right now :(

Darryl Worley - Have You Forgotten?

Ughhhhh

Second full week of classes...and I already missed my Writing Children's Literature class. I have a massive double kidney infection and had to miss Thursday night. I am really upset about it, and I feel like I am already struggling through this semester. This is a lot harder than I thought it was going to be with all my mom is going through now. I need strength.....sigh...